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mewcutie
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Meet the voices ^^

Ok, so a few people have asked me why I saw 'Gawd' instead of 'God'. Well, I'm athiest, one thing. Second thing is that he's one of the few voices in my head. They want me to introduce them, well.. three of them do as they are the main three.

Gawd- An insane little bugger. He's the one who tells me mostly how I should act, my personality, if you will. He never actually tells me what I should and should not do, just suggests things and puts together my lifestyle. If you look at my personality and stuff, that's what he's like. Confusin and Amuzin. lol

Jeezus- This one is like my little shoulder angel. He can never agree with the third voice on anything, it's rare when they stop fighting. He's the one I tend to listen to a TINY little bit. Telling me not to do this, or go help this person [ok, that I usually listen to], or that's kinda dangerous. He's also a weeeeeee bit paranoid and kinda shy around other people. When I can't make up my mind about something, it means he's made a good point against it.

Chryst- This is my shoulder devil. And she's out there. She likes to take risks and get in TONS of trouble. And I listen to her a lot [she makes things sound worth it!]. She's very outgoing and loud and sometimes annoying towards other people. If someone dares me to do something, she ussually beeeegs me not to back down.

So those are the voices, of course there's the one that I'll talk to aloud, but I don't know her name. She sneaks away when people ask who I'm talking to.. lol

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'Shopping' trip
So, recently I went shopping with my dad... You know 'father/daughter time', and to find 'appropriate' clothes. Well that was a bunch of bull. Ok, we went to the mall, and I've never liked going shopping with dad at malls, because he doesnt really like to go to a buncha different stores... ANYWAY. We go into hot topic, like I always do, and I go straight to the clearance and look at stuff. I see this adorable shirt, zip up and had that cute little cat thing on the front and the hood had cat ears on it... it was a mear $15... He said no. Ok, price probably. [btw, the jacket with bunny ears, I'd love whoever bought me that for like... ever.] So we go to JcPenny's and look at clerance crap there... I ended up getting 2 shirts for $4.95 each, Low price right?  well, the 2 shirts after it were $20... each.  and he was still complaining about how those weren't exactly 'appropriate' either, but they'd do. Yeah, I wanted to slap him across the face and tell him to screw off. What I wear is not 'inaprropiate'. You just don't like them. And he was saying that step brother 2 was like 'What is she wearing?' in a bad way... Well, yeah! I've seen the way he dresses, I think what he wears is wierd.. he's a dumbass. and I guess step mom and step brother 3's caretaker/dad's coworker commented on my clothes in a bad way too.. But it's like, Step mom is one of those people that likes old things.. she works in an elders home... and I seriously think that dad's coworker is gay... do you know how hard it is to get a compliment from a gay guy in denial??

So after we went to JcPenny's... we let... three story mall... and we only went in TWO stores...

Hate shopping with him..

Luckily, tomorrow is Girl's Day out... and we're going shopping... Me, G'ma, Step sis, and Step mom

We'll have funn..


I hope.. O-o

-MewCutie-
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Boys
Can't live with them... Can't live without them.

First off.. MFA. So, he's been hanging out with me more now that I'm out of school and stuff. Actually.. it was more of.. after FFA started getting really upset. But yeah. I could live without him, and yet not. I could live without him flirting with me and constantly being mean and stuff. But seriously, his weirdness just kinda tones my weirdness down to others, lol. At least I don't have fake fangs that I'm constantly putting in my mouth [just kitty ears, XD]. Also, he does seem to have a tolerance when I do things [Like loudly play Paramore, a band he doesn't much care for] that he doesn't like...

MFC/Ex.. Also could live without the flirting.. though with him it's fairly obvious... And of course, some of the things he does to FFA will indirectly cause pain to me [like when she woke me up at 1 in the freakin afternoon... because he hung up on her in the middle of a 'fight']. But also, he does have a car... and that car tends to drive me places for food and stuff... lol... Plus his jokes are ussually pretty funny and/or original. So he's a fairly creative one.

MFD... Now I haven't talked about this one.. But he's pretty weird.. And also VERY repeatative... Many people have noticed/.. also, his faithfulness to his girlfriend is unbearable... ok, normally, this would be a good thing.. But seriously, here's an example of how much people hate her. We have a friend.. who loves or at least likes everyone she meets, she'll always find something that she likes about them. Well, his girlfriend comes down from MN and after she leaves, our friend says she hates her... Everyone hates her.. plus we have reason to believe she doesn't even like MFD and she's cheating on him..  But what I couldn't live without him for is that he's also 100% faithful to his friends as well... plus, he's the person to hang out with if you dont want drama... And he led me to the group I'm now in..

And then of course there are exceptions to this.. the only person, however, that I can think of as an exception is my boyfriend.. He's everything I've ever wanted.. Now, some girls might say, "well, doesn't he get annoyingly jelious?" He does.. but I couldn't live without that either.. It only means he's protective and he loves me enough to not want to lose me. I like that. Yes, sometimes it is annoying,  but it's good. His rants are funn to listen to, His singing, though very off key, is still amazingly heart warming, and he's very good at keeping me happy. Even his stubborness is a plus cuz it gives me a challege... the only thing wrong with him is that his physical being is way too far away from me.

Anyway.. That's all I wanted ta say.. And yeah.. Someone else post something that I can read, lol

-MewCutie-
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