I've been getting let down a lot. I don't know if its because of my new lifestyle or because I, myself, don't have time for anything anymore. I guess I'm only really writing this because I just skipped work so that I could hang out with my boyfriend (different than last time) when he got out of school (and also because my car hates me, different story). Because he usually takes my friend, who lives with me, home, I figured I wouldn't tell him and just wait and surprise him. But then after 30 minutes of waiting, I text the girl I live with and she said she had text him that she didn't need a ride. So I called him and he confirmed that and then said that he already had told his friend that he'd drive him to Bettendorf (a half an hour away). Of course I can't go because I don't know for how long and I have class at 5pm (of course I also need a ride to class thanks to the stupid car). So far it sounds like it was just a mistake more or less on my part of planning. But I had told him earlier that I was having car troubles and that I might not be able to go to work today. So, why wouldn't he call to see if I went to work?
And this isn't the ONLY time. I've gotten off of work at 5 and I had to call him to find out that he didn't go to his 5pm class that he goes to every tuesday and thursday. And he wasn't even the one who told me, his brother did. I've been at his house before and all he wants to do is play video games on the computer or a few times he'd go out to the shop and fix someone's car. I've had problems with telling him something and then two seconds later, he'd forget what I just said. Don't get me wrong, we don't always have problems, but sometimes he just frustrates me so much.
Another problem I have, I need a new job. I do like my job and all, but I do way too much work to be paid minimum wage, they almost made me late to class yesterday (even though I told them I need to leave for class at a specific time), and they're only open until 5pm. The only really great aspect of the job is that it has a fairly flexible schedule. But I have to give them a three strike rule with the late to class thing. If they make me late to class, three times, I'm quitting. School comes before job. End of story.
An opinion: No one under the age of 20 should be worked as hard as I am. On Mondays and Wednesdays, I have class from 10-11, then 12-1, then work from 1:30 - 4: 30 (or at least I SHOULD.), then class again from 5-6:30. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I have class from 8-9:30, Work from 10-4:30, Class from 5-7. Then fridays (which is a bit better) I have class from 10-11, 12-1, DI from 3-4, and D&D from 6-12ish. Saturdays and Sundays I have off of work but some weekends my Survey of Theatre will take away because I'll have to go see a play. I have a new D&D campaign from 12-6 on Saturdays and I'm pretty much forced to play pool 7-12. Sundays is yet another D&D (4.0, yuck) from 12-4. Does anyone see much time at all to do stuff. And don't think after midnight because I still have curfews until I move out. 11 on weeknights and 12 on weekend nights.
Speaking of moving out. The girl I live with is going to help drive me to that point. I know that no one wants me to move out, however there are more factors going towards it than against. For instance, my step-dad. He yells at me all the time. I got yelled at for going outside to take the trash out really quick and not shutting the door all the way. I've been yelled at because I had a fan downstairs in the summertime. I get yelled at a lot, for very stupid reasons. The girl that I live with. Ok, let me explain why first. She thought she was preggers (and I thought it was because she missed her period, silly me.), she told her step-mom (whom hates her guts), and got kicked out. I felt bad, so I let her move in. After she moved in, I found out that she thought she was preggers two days after having sex without a condom and three weeks before her next period. She took a pregnancy test that weekend (even though I told her it was a waste of money) and every weekend until her period started (guess who's not preggers!). She annoys me so much, it's not even funny. She doesn't pick up after herself (guess who gets yelled at for that), she doesn't do her chores right, she forgets everything you tell her, she watches movies really loud, really late, she misplaces MY things, she eats our food (and my food) and then gets pissy if you eat hers (which may I remind her is in our fridge), she takes you for granted, and leaves your expensive straightener by the sink. I love my mom and my sister, but they're just not enough to make me stay in this hell hole when I turn 18.
Well, I'm having a hard time coming up with a New Year's resolution, but if I did come up with one, I'd probably just forget it... Like every single other year.
I'm playing a lot more Magic though. Maybe starting a D&D campaign should be my resolution...
I dunno.
Hearts from MewCutie.
I have to say, I love this class. Of course, the only things I can do using this proxy is sign into Myspace and Mindsay. And sort of browse on Deviantart. So I need a new proxy. Anyway. I've learned so much about photography plus I've gotten my creative part of mind back in gear. I think I need to take electives like these more often. Right now I just finished 'The Perfect Face' assignment where you're suppose to take anything off you don't wanna see, ex. scars, pimples, rashes, ect. I have a few of my things from this class on deviantart but I have to use a flash drive and bring pictures home now because the school just recently blocked deviantart, leaving me with more work to do. But yeah, I try to get as much stuff up as possible a day.
I also have a lot of pictures that weren't an assignment but because of this class, I've been inspired to take. I have my mom's camera on me almost at all times. I really need my own though so she'll stop worrying about it.
Oh and a quick thing off subject: I hate the snow. Went to work yesterday, 5 1/2 hour shift. 7:30, go to my car. My freakin doors were frozen solid shut. Most of them still are... I managed to get the driver's door opened. hopefully it doesn't freeze again. Also, my battery for my phone is broken and it finally died this morning. so I'll have to use my broken phone again... -_-. I've taken such great care of this phone too...
Blocks almost done. See Ya.
~MewCutie~
funAlrighty. So, My boyfriend came up for the break and I've gotta say, That was probably the best time I've had out here. He's also rediscovered how much of a dork I am. Heh. Anywho. He came up on Wednesday and I guess I wasn't in the BEST of moods when I picked him up, seeing as I've never been to that airport and I hate driving. So I pretty much got lost on the way there and back. Anyway, we went to the usual house which is where he was sleeping and he seemed to get along with everyone fairly well, which made me pretty happy. The next day we ate at home with the family, went to a friends house for Thanksgiving Magic, and then went to the usual house and hung out with people for a bit. Friday, I think we hung out at home again and then went to grandma's. I think. Saturday we made breakfast [well, he did] for grandma and I got yelled at cuz I had mom's keys and I lied to Steven on my mom's request. Whatevs, happens all the time, lol. I think we mostly hung out at home that day too. Also went to the usual house again and once more, hung out with people. Then went to another friend's house to drop him off. Sunday, he woke me up waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too early -_-. I had to work and I was uber hungry. And then he made me din/lunch, which was REALLY good. But I made the soup... It didn't taste that great... lolz. Then to grandma's again and watched the Chocolate Battle on Iron Chef. It was actually pretty good. Almost fell asleep on the way home... driving... heh.. heh.. Monday I went to school and we hung out at home til we had to go to the airport.. next time, I'm making sure I have my keys... lol. Oh, and it's now snowing... I really don't like it, but I guess it's a pretty cool weapon. XD
Also, Garden Town=Best Place Ever, lol
~MewCutie~
